Hmm.

Just stop.

Stop treating me like shit.

I am a human. 

I am not perfect. I am not a god. I am not in control.

But I am still human. I make mistakes. I fuck up. All the time.

But don't abuse your power.

I'm trying so hard to keep it together.

My insecurities eat me alive every day.

I have to deal with shit that you and everyone like you and everyone else will never have to deal with.
My past is unusual to say the least. My present is wasted. My future is unclear. 

I have to work twice as hard as everyone else JUST TO MAKE IT BY. I don't need your shit

shoveled on top. I'm trying to save what's left. 

It's a good thing that I am a good actor. I can fake it. I can sell you anything.
AND YOU WILL FUCKING BUY IT.

I am different. And you know this. I am crazy. And you see this.

But just stop fucking with my emotions.  All I want is to be normal and fit in.
Enough pretending. Enough games. Enough facades. 

I'm done with this shit. 

But I still want to have that feeling again. That feeling of being....wanted.
God, that feels good.

 Pathetic? Yes.

But needed? Double yes. 

Just a PSA.